For this first time in a long time I've decided I'm going to stick with something longer than a week, a couple months, or a few years. First being life... Second being the protective bubble I've built around myself... That bubble I call my world via my art. My drawing skill, my photographic eye, or the way I can orchestrate shape and color into an abstract mess to embrace this person they call 'Sarah'. Whatever you want to call it... I call it home & absolute freedom, where consequences exist but nobody feels the brunt of emotional, physical, or mental pain. This may not be art to some people... but I don't care about those people.
With this said I have to decided to take on the endeavor.... To commit to an idea. My idea. This will be proof to anyone who reads it that at least I can say what is on my mind, believe it, and stick with it because I will no longer live in the HUGE shadow that has be placed above my head - either from my own actions or of those around me - no more shadows of fear. I've noticed throughout the years the fear I harbor has caused me to lose contact with people I care about, morphed the face I knew into that of my darkest demons, and has caused me to let the dreams I hold so dear to slip from reach. I can see them vaguely from here... but I've let myself down. I've broken my own heart in fear of what the future holds because I know. It's time to stop committing to knowing & instead I commit to myself through being myself.
In conclusion, I am Sarah Nicole Graves - some of you will only ever know me as Scareah Diggin' Graves - those of you who do, do not stand a chance.
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